Fuck

Well, my grandma died yesterday. It was coming, we just never knew when and if she had more years yet to live or not. She had emphysema, colitis, and diabetes plus a heart murmur. It was my dad's mom, so I feel most sorry for him and his sisters. She was 77. It was the emphysema that really did it. Fuck cigarettes, I fucking hate them, and if I ever meet anyone who manufactures them or has ANY relation to advertising them whatsoever, I will find them and slaughter their eyes out of their face and feed them their own dicks. I am fucking serious too. This is no joke.The funeral is tomorrow, I am going to really have a hard time watching them put her coffin underground, I am really fucking pissed and sad all at the same time. She was my last grandma and I really loved her. I know it was her choice to smoke most of her life away, but at the time she started smoking, it was not as well known how dangerous cigarettes were. It was long ago, and when she quit smoking a few years ago, it was already too late, she got emphysema. She was an addict, she was once very abusive of alcohol a long time ago, she had it real rough. But after she quit alcohol, the smoking still never concluded itself.Well cigarette creators, wherever you are, go fuck yourselves and I hope you pay the price of breaking tons and tons of people's hearts every fucking year. I hope you rot and get fucked up real bad. Pay back is a bitch. And pay back, you will.